Qdoba is the new Starbucks. It's my Starbucks, anyway. Hear me out. Qdoba plays great, upbeat music. There are huge windows for plenty of natural light and people-watching. The food is way better. I like to come here when I need some space to introvert.
My husband and I started a new thing at the beginning of this year. You see, we are both suuuper introverted. We need alone time. But my husband works over 50 hours a week most weeks and I homeschool our 2 boys, 8 and 4. Oh and we recently adopted a puppy. So, alone time is hard to come by. And I'm not even kidding when I say we NEED alone time. We are better human beings if we can just get some space to recharge.
I try to take about 2 hours once a week to myself (as does he). Today, however, I am aiming for 3-4 hours. It's been an especially stressful month...since getting the puppy...and my family deserves to have me at my best. Well, this is how I get there. By soaking in the quiet. By freely living in my head for awhile. This is how I process, let go, de-stress, plan, create.
And that's where I am now. Sitting in a booth at Qdoba, laptop open to the left, nachos and water to the right, soaking up the natural light, people-watching, and typing away. Ahhh. It's a breath of fresh air. I find myself just taking slow, deep breaths as the tension in my body starts to recede. And wondering, what now?
I know I've been called back into writing. But I'm not sure what to write about yet. And I'm not sure if I can make regular time to write. So, do I start a blog? Without clear direction? That seems like a quick fail around the bend. I've always wanted to write a book. Alas, again, direction is needed. So, instead, I sit at Qdoba and type what comes to mind. I trust that if I am indeed to write, direction and purpose will come.